Cara Delevingne opens up about her sexuality and her mental health

Cara Delevingne might dream about men, but it’s her relationship with a woman that has her feeling good about herself.

“I think that being in love with my girlfriend is a big part of why I’m feeling so happy with who I am these days,� the model and actress told Vogue in its July issue. “And for those words to come out of my mouth is actually a miracle.�

The two-time Victoria’s Secret runway model said depression, anxiety and self-hatred have been a running theme in her life and admitted that at one point she’d considered killing herself. When she was younger, therapists and a stronger-than-Prozac drug cocktail were de rigueur.

“This is something I haven’t been open about, but it’s a huge part of who I am.�

But back to the I’m Feeling So Happy part: Delevingne, who made a celebrity-dating splash a little more than a year ago while she was living it up with actress Michelle Rodriguez, has been seeing musician St. Vincent, a.k.a Annie Clark, for months now.

The “Suicide Squad� actress, 22, said it took her a long time to accept the possibility that she might be gay, but she did when she was 20 and fell in love with a woman. According to the Vogue article, her parents think it’s just a phase.

“I have erotic dreams only about men,� she said. “I had one two nights ago where I went up to a guy in the back of a VW minivan, with a bunch of his friends around him, and pretty much jumped him.�

If she did fall in love with a man, Delevingne said, she’d want to marry him and have his kids.

“And that scares me to death because I think I’m a whole bunch of crazy, and I always worry that a guy will walk away once he really, truly knows me.�

Oh c’mon, Cara: To know you is to love you. Honest.

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